Hi .

♥

When she said “Cus we need to go to sleep early”, i got butterflies

When am i goimg to be happy with you again ): when is it my turn. This hurts so bad. I cant stop crying because im thinking about this weekend. What we did, this morning when i held her.. my gut was about to scream be mine! ): idk what to do, im going crazy.. i have never felt this way in my life. Im in love with kassi, thays why it hurts me so much. i just wanna be held again..

They have my baby ):
uggh how do i even deal with this, im breaking down so bad.. just help me )x

Honestly..

Im not ok.
Im not fine with this.

Whenever i feel your lips or hold you so tight in my arms it sets off those smiles, fireworks and that fairy dust n shit. I love it.. i wish i can have all of this back and do it every single day and also being able to call you babe. It slips almost every single time i open my mouth but i dont want her to be like well you cant call me that or dont but ugggghhh. No se